2008-12-26 - 11:27 a.m.

So many people going HongKong. Can't remember exactly who, but a lot. A LOT and doesn't include me. Sigh. Ok, never mind. I will get back there one day with my money. Though by then, I might have only left with the feeling of strangeness. But never mind, stepping on the land itself should be nostalgic.

I am a little sad over how she don't ask me out when I am not the one initiating. Probably I'm thinking too much, but for her, the feeling is quite strong. But well, it's not like I can go out anytime as I'd like to for now. So I shouldn't care so much. I am not any important person anyway.

It makes me sound like my mother. And I hate it. T_T shoot.

Looking at those psychology modules, I feel quite lost. Compared to psychology, I have more interested ones for chinese studies. Does it mean something?

DOES IT MEAN SOMETHING????????

AHHHH~~~~~~ I don't know what to do now. I even plan to skip chinese modules for once and see if I can survive. Meow. How?

I realize, lifting up my head makes me uncomfortable nowadays. And I panted just walking fast for some time. See, there are people downstairs who just finished playing or are going to play soccer in the bright sunshine. I don't know if I can play badminton now.

Hey! I do feel better upon waking up today. Dragging up, gets away!!!!!!!! =)

2300
Today's appointment was ok. I saw the doctor that I dislike. LUCKILY my appointment doctor was not her. If not I will have a bad memory for the last time I go TTSH. Ok I'm sorry to her, but I dislike her attitude which made me feel like she doesn't want to listen to any other unimportant stuff other than stuff that she has confirmed. Dr Yang was just suggesting further tests for me to make sure I was really ok, she made it sound like Dr Yang was trying to suggest some big tests that Dr Yang could think of but she couldn't. And she hurt me, stretched my left eye with the torchlight shining AT it for LONG ENOUGH to hurt me. It was so tiring and painful to let her stretch my eye and shine the light. No other doctors did that. They shone and got it done in a while. She shone and still say "Your left eye is ok, but I can't see the other eye. I think your myopia is quite high." I don't know what she wanted to see, but, ok the childish me dislike her for hurting me when other doctors didn't hurt me doing the same thing.

I wonder do all doctors sound so like them. Hmmm. Well Dr Yang didn't. She said things decisively and with the tone that can let me trust her. Oh no I seriously love Dr Yang! Too bad I won't get to see her again. I hope she lives near me, then let me see her and say hi again with my proper smile not the sick smile. HAHA. Oh man. I AM NOT RACIST~~~~

Ok back to the appointment. It was $25. What a shock. Ok I wasn't really shocked, no feelings at all actually HAHA. But just to have the doctor take A LOOK at me and asked "How are you?" and said those things like I don't have to go appointment again and I am charged that. Sigh. Luckily I asked for 2 more days of MC. I think that's more worth it. Oh, the counter girl charged me wrongly with $26. HAHA. I couldn't remember the amount she told me, luckily Erjie was there so I asked her what was the amount the counter girl said. Erjie so cute. She looked at the amount and then looked at the counter girl and said "em, it's $25 or $26?" HAHA. oh man I love Erjie. So the counter girl said sorry and thanked us for correcting the mistake and then charged me correctly again. Mama said I should have asked if can pay together with the hospital bill, but aiya sorry I think I really lost my brain. I am not smart anyway.

Tomorrow Xiao Niang Re characters are coming down to Compass Point! LUCKY!!! I AM GOING!!!!!!!!!

ARGH. I bathe too late again! Resting late again. Tsk.

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